Wednesday, 9 May 2012

Ruined in the ashes!

Holding tight, unaffected

Love embrace my lonely soul

Unwary, I silenced myself in slumber

Risen to a new world!

Left alone without you

Wandered in this whole new world

Where your soul was left in the ashes

Alone with my own soul!

The Most beautiful day of my life

Finally the day has come
My life is gonna change eternally
I have this wonderful person by my side
Now I got nothing to fear!

Walking down the aisle
Holding hands of my dear father
Fighting back my tears
as am seeing you and I have to wave goodbye to my life!

Heart beating raises
Heavy sigh blow, to keep me away from my tears
The beautiful melody and the sunbeams
Beautiful angels from above waiting throwing petals and roses

Family and friends waiting anxiously
While floating in my precious mom's gown
Like an angel all in white, veil down
Bridesmaids giggling as they are my lovely angel’s sissy's

Capturing every moments in my memory
My father left my hand onto someone
That is where I came to reality I reached you
Now I can’t fight back my tears, I cried!

Preacher preaching and, every single line captured in your eyes
The wink and your smile really blow's me away
The final preach, asking, "Do you accept me to be your wife"
The words I DO was like a tidal wave that hit me, sent me down to my knees

My turn and with tears my voice wont come out
I remember a ring from heaven's dew been put upon my heart
And I was lifted and made me feel like flying in the air!
I landed hard to your soft lips made me feel eternal bliss

Oh! The heavenly bliss ceased as tears rolled down my Mom's pale face
Hugged tight assuring I'll be back soon!
Bouquet been thrown, had a hearty laugh when landed to my sis of 6
Rolled down in the ford, words of eternal bliss, JUST MARRIED!

Evil whisper, My jealousy!

                                          You have everything that I don't.

How come! You show off to get me desperate,

You succeed! Am jealous-

in everything that you have

Your beauty, possessions.

Beware! Of my evil eye that shall get you,

back down to earth! You're every single move,

I'll watch with the eye of an eagle

Get ready to be thrown out.

Uff, my evil eyes.


Love, A true feeling of heart

where two soul embrace

into the essence of love making.

Where cupid descended giving them wings

and flying in the hearts of heaven

The arrow pricked through the 2 hearts

Uniting as one and flying miraculously

Loving eternally!

Hates The Heart I loved!

I have loathed the very heart I  treasured, 

He deceived me!

Leaving me in the dark

Bleeding heart, shuddering!

Dancing miraculously in the beat

thumping on my own head with his tap feet moves

Making me hate every moments I adored

Spreading hatred even more!

Why did you walk away?

Since the day you, walked away, 

I cant stand straight, am falling down.

The ground where I stay is trembling fast

My hearts is yearning for your everything

Why did you  have to walk away!

Blind I may be But not Ignorant

                                               Shut inside the world of dark

Faded exquisite forever with dark

Yearning to see the divine splendour

That I learned from my books

Blind I may be but not ignorant! 

No one will know

What I am, What I do!
No one will now and no one will understand
For the people who see's me
Am just a performer for money
I dug deep in pancake
Colour myself in my colourless life
They see, the outer me
No one dare bother to ask, Why?
The meaningful question that describes me
Why did I be like this
That no one will know!
I darkened my eyebrow's, colour my nails
Reddened my lips in dark crimson red
Covering the bruises and pain in colours
Am just a performer pleading for money
But why I do, No one bother's to ask!
They pay me much than I want
Yet, see me in a way they don't with men!
Am like a laughing stock for others
Some say something and giggle
While some throw me harsh words to bleed
They don't or wont realize am a man with feelings
Yet I cover myself in colours 
I am a man with a past,longing to forget
What is my history, they don't realize!
Am a man with dark past yet painful
That I want's to forget
And for that I perform. Yet,no one cares for me
They pay to forget their stress and enjoy
I play to forget and to get a new life!
What the difference? No one will understand
Or no one will know!

Eyes Gone blind ~(acrostic)~

Eyes of purity fades away the luminosity

Yearning to watch the divine earth explained

Eyelashes flutter as I hear and smell

Shivering with the thought of being a blind!

Given, my heat and soul to embrace,

Of course I have felt the beauty many ways.

No one explained me how it is,

Ecstatic and exquisite is the earth,I Knew form my books.

Blind I may be though, but-

Luminosity shall not enter only through eyes.

I Understood it lately by reading and learning.

Now I feel like I am the most knowledgeable person living,

Death is not only the escape, But believing what you are not is a way to escape!

I am what I am

First impression is the best impression
But judging a person for the first time is wrong
That is where everyone gets wrong with me
At first, everyone told me I look arrogant and uninviting
But as they started to chat with me, they confess
Am sorry for thinking like that in the first place!
I forgive cause I don't like to stay arrogant
I am what I am and that make me different!

My heart breaks while seeing a person who is crippled
poor, sleeping in rags and on roadside!
My heart do weep while seeing them and 
Nature, animals, birds, kind people makes me happy
Where I silently pray for them to stay like always unaffected!
And pray for the poor to get away from their miserable life!
I won’t change for anyone who doesn't really understands me
I am what I am. That is what makes me exclusive!

Fading Dreamz!

                                                   Deep in silent slumber

Dreams off vivid colour and hopes

Fades away as dawn breaks!

She is a mesmerizing dream of my reality: Angel

She is a mesmerizing dream of my reality: Angel

Lost love

                                         Looking myself in the broken mirror

Shattered heart reflects back

Wailing over the spilt milk!