Wednesday, 9 May 2012

Ruined in the ashes!

Holding tight, unaffected

Love embrace my lonely soul

Unwary, I silenced myself in slumber

Risen to a new world!

Left alone without you

Wandered in this whole new world

Where your soul was left in the ashes

Alone with my own soul!

The Most beautiful day of my life


 
Finally the day has come
My life is gonna change eternally
I have this wonderful person by my side
Now I got nothing to fear!

Walking down the aisle
Holding hands of my dear father
Fighting back my tears
as am seeing you and I have to wave goodbye to my life!

Heart beating raises
Heavy sigh blow, to keep me away from my tears
The beautiful melody and the sunbeams
Beautiful angels from above waiting throwing petals and roses

Family and friends waiting anxiously
While floating in my precious mom's gown
Like an angel all in white, veil down
Bridesmaids giggling as they are my lovely angel’s sissy's

Capturing every moments in my memory
My father left my hand onto someone
That is where I came to reality I reached you
Now I can’t fight back my tears, I cried!

Preacher preaching and, every single line captured in your eyes
The wink and your smile really blow's me away
The final preach, asking, "Do you accept me to be your wife"
The words I DO was like a tidal wave that hit me, sent me down to my knees

My turn and with tears my voice wont come out
I remember a ring from heaven's dew been put upon my heart
And I was lifted and made me feel like flying in the air!
I landed hard to your soft lips made me feel eternal bliss

Oh! The heavenly bliss ceased as tears rolled down my Mom's pale face
Hugged tight assuring I'll be back soon!
Bouquet been thrown, had a hearty laugh when landed to my sis of 6
Rolled down in the ford, words of eternal bliss, JUST MARRIED!

Evil whisper, My jealousy!


                                          You have everything that I don't.

How come! You show off to get me desperate,

You succeed! Am jealous-

in everything that you have

Your beauty, possessions.

Beware! Of my evil eye that shall get you,

back down to earth! You're every single move,

I'll watch with the eye of an eagle

Get ready to be thrown out.

Uff, my evil eyes.

Love!


Love, A true feeling of heart

where two soul embrace

into the essence of love making.

Where cupid descended giving them wings

and flying in the hearts of heaven

The arrow pricked through the 2 hearts

Uniting as one and flying miraculously

Loving eternally!

Hates The Heart I loved!


I have loathed the very heart I  treasured, 

He deceived me!

Leaving me in the dark

Bleeding heart, shuddering!

Dancing miraculously in the beat

thumping on my own head with his tap feet moves

Making me hate every moments I adored

Spreading hatred even more!

Why did you walk away?


Since the day you, walked away, 

I cant stand straight, am falling down.

The ground where I stay is trembling fast

My hearts is yearning for your everything

Why did you  have to walk away!

Blind I may be But not Ignorant


                                               Shut inside the world of dark


Faded exquisite forever with dark



Yearning to see the divine splendour



That I learned from my books



Blind I may be but not ignorant! 

No one will know


What I am, What I do!
No one will now and no one will understand
For the people who see's me
Am just a performer for money
I dug deep in pancake
Colour myself in my colourless life
They see, the outer me
No one dare bother to ask, Why?
The meaningful question that describes me
Why did I be like this
That no one will know!
I darkened my eyebrow's, colour my nails
Reddened my lips in dark crimson red
Covering the bruises and pain in colours
Am just a performer pleading for money
But why I do, No one bother's to ask!
They pay me much than I want
Yet, see me in a way they don't with men!
Am like a laughing stock for others
Some say something and giggle
While some throw me harsh words to bleed
They don't or wont realize am a man with feelings
Yet I cover myself in colours 
I am a man with a past,longing to forget
What is my history, they don't realize!
Am a man with dark past yet painful
That I want's to forget
And for that I perform. Yet,no one cares for me
They pay to forget their stress and enjoy
I play to forget and to get a new life!
What the difference? No one will understand
Or no one will know!

Eyes Gone blind ~(acrostic)~


Eyes of purity fades away the luminosity

Yearning to watch the divine earth explained

Eyelashes flutter as I hear and smell

Shivering with the thought of being a blind!


Given, my heat and soul to embrace,

Of course I have felt the beauty many ways.

No one explained me how it is,

Ecstatic and exquisite is the earth,I Knew form my books.


Blind I may be though, but-

Luminosity shall not enter only through eyes.

I Understood it lately by reading and learning.

Now I feel like I am the most knowledgeable person living,

Death is not only the escape, But believing what you are not is a way to escape!



I am what I am


First impression is the best impression
But judging a person for the first time is wrong
That is where everyone gets wrong with me
At first, everyone told me I look arrogant and uninviting
But as they started to chat with me, they confess
Am sorry for thinking like that in the first place!
I forgive cause I don't like to stay arrogant
I am what I am and that make me different!

My heart breaks while seeing a person who is crippled
poor, sleeping in rags and on roadside!
My heart do weep while seeing them and 
Nature, animals, birds, kind people makes me happy
Where I silently pray for them to stay like always unaffected!
And pray for the poor to get away from their miserable life!
I won’t change for anyone who doesn't really understands me
I am what I am. That is what makes me exclusive!

Fading Dreamz!


                                                   Deep in silent slumber

Dreams off vivid colour and hopes

Fades away as dawn breaks!

She is a mesmerizing dream of my reality: Angel

She is a mesmerizing dream of my reality: Angel

Lost love


                                         Looking myself in the broken mirror


Shattered heart reflects back



Wailing over the spilt milk!

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Hope sparkles when tears flows out

Hope sparkles when tears flows out.
Our hands unite the way our heart is! As,
Plants sprout out even if their mother has been torn,
Every species is born with Hope!

When the barrier became strong between us
You stood by my side, crossing hand's whispering Hope!

When our life was so miserable, I went pale and pique
You caught me from falling and whispered hope!

When the light that reached my heart stopped
You showered from yours and whispered to me Hope!

When I dearly felt that our worlds are shattering
You hold back the puzzle, locking inside whispering Hope!

When I blamed my dear God for what happened
You took me by the hands and said "God helped to see, so believe and do Hope!"

Its not late to realize what is meant to be,
Life has its own ups and down for us to row our boat hard!
If there are no adventure then how can we survive,
I dearly believed this when he took me by his hands, grasping tightly-
and whispering like a gentle breeze to my heart that has heated up, Hope dear,Hope!

Horrific Tea Party

Well, Well,Its time to prepare some horrific tea
The king and our dear queen from horror court,
is gonna pay off some visit in a long time, Babe!
Shall we start preparing our delicious goodies,
and the tea from our ancestors! 

Ah, Tea pot is bubbling! Am ready! Am ready!
The sweet smell of hot blood boiling is a delight
That our beautiful horror queen adore! Adding,
some sugar and skull powder to get a fine creamy tea!
Hmm, the smell is delicious that I may have it all!

Lets start making our fine goodies, Darling
We shall have a dark bloody bones chip cookies
Some choco blood cake with bones finally chopped
And finger stick, that shall be dipped in blood
Oops! Are these goodies gonna be too sweet?

The table has to be set, Flower vase with hay and hair!-Ready
Chairs and tables cleaned in gore!-Ready
Air freshened with fresh blood and flesh!-Ready
Aaah! Now all set let them come.
Yes! Here they come! Welcome my dear's!

Teas is served with chocho ladies finger chopped!
Her almighty is pleased! Now they goodies are fine,she said!
Am delighted! I can never be so much happy
To set a divine feast for the royal queen, is heavenly
And that too with her favourite blood tea!

Queen is much too pleased with the settings
Loved the choco blood cake and really pleased with my hospitality
This was dearly a fine tea party for my beloved queen
Wave goodbye with a heavenly smirk on her almighty's face
We shall meet again in some times! Reassuringly
Danced in the heart of heaven! I was able to set out for my beloved!

A DAUGHTER FROM LORD ABOVE!

Hail holy light and shower you luminosity over my angel

The beautiful baby girl, now chuckling with your wings brushing her

I cant thanks more for my lord! To get me a miracle worth loving!

Heaven I feel when her plump hands caress me

I cant ask for more!

Waiting for my Baby girl


The marvellous moment is not too far

For you to befall into your Nana's hands

Showering elegance with your brilliant eyes

My ears craving to hear your innocent chuckle 

To get soaked by your loving heart

My hands trembling to embrace you right

Am anxiously waiting, for my girl!

River Bench, A solid Proof To Our SolidLove

As I walked aside the river bank
I came up to our old meeting place
So lively and fresh
The dew drops being sparkled out and,
I can see everything so crystal clear
On our very first date, we united!
I creep back in our, lovely memory
A smile spread wide on my lips!
Our very kiss, Spread wonders so wide
Deep down in our hearts we planted,
the trust for eternity leaving us immortal
The silent breeze, and the aroma of salt
The trees residing on the other side!
All envied up, on the love we threw
Far wide that can erase all evil
Now am sitting on this river side bench
He was the one who stood for us
On his mighty legs, and that hardened laps
We sat with our love, carved out name
And now that years have gone by
I sit with him now all alone,He takes me back
Like a magic carpet, to my memories
He stored with crispiness and fresh
I am running back to the time we had
the most beautiful memorable days
Now that am sitting here
Staring to the eternity, to my death
You have left me long ago! I travel back-
with pain in my heart, still......I can smile!
With a soft smile, a silent pat.I said goodbye
To the solid proof, of our eternal love!
Like you said once to me and to our bench
I am running forward and now I am a legend
Just like you my dear old love!
I can't bear the thought of leaving you alone
With the memories of us! Fresh with you.
A witness of out eternal solid love
Like a legendary solid proof,
Our lake side bench, standing with pride!

I've risen to fall to correct myself! ~(lyrics)~

Now I can almost feel the lust
The freedom that I've gained!
I feel the passion running wild
Am like a free bird, flying high!
I can almost touch the sky
The wounds have stopped bleeding
Now I don't feel any pain!

Electrified, I feel its flowing through
I don't feel any pain, any more
Like that I have bared in my previous
Peep into my history,And you shall see a broken soul
Left alone petrified, I have learned to grow up!
And now, nothing will stop me.

I have faced fear agony and rage
No energy to feel hatred for those who broke me!
Been a crippled and wrinkled in my past
But now I know how to stand straight!
I can find my wounds have been stitched 
Now I cant no more blood bleeding out
All the pain and suffering I had gone through
Has run away far away from me and now!

Electrified, I feel its flowing through
I don't feel any pain, any more
Like that I have bared in my previous
Peep into my history,And you shall see a broken soul
Left alone petrified, I have learned to grow up!
And now, nothing will stop me.

I agree there has been lots of up's and down's
From my side to feel agony! But who may not make mistakes,
to get up from them and correct ourselves.
I wont ask to give me a chance!
Cause I can point out myself and rise again
I've got a second chance to flow with the tide
I'll use em wisely to move further
Don't have to point out saying,am wrong!
Cause I know what happened with me in the past and now!

Electrified, I feel its flowing through
I don't feel any pain, any more
Like that I have bared in my previous
Peep into my history,And you shall see a broken soul
Left alone petrified, I have learned to grow up!
And now, nothing will stop me.

Am rising to fall again, But I've fallen twice now
I'll make out myself. Don't tell me am always wrong
As I've felt the passion f freedom running in me!
I'll feel it through me!I wanna run with the wind
To enjoy the lust of freedom
Don't dare to stop me from it
Cause I may stumble and fall again and I don't......Want......that!

My desire with a stubborn heart


Ha!What a marvellous day to write a piece
Set my mind with a blank paper and my dear pen!
Get ready to write out, My heart says wait

I look to the beautiful azure sky
To the swift breeze that carries dried autumn leaves
Frolicking daffodils, gardenia and freesia 
Butterfly with turquoise pattern floats over them
The mighty mountain with pride!

The aroma of fresh grass and of the honey comb!
A marvellous settings of nature to write my heart
But no, My heart is still enjoying the scenario
And not allowing any word to pop up!

I stare at the white paper that had gone pale
I peeped into my pen wondering if the ink got over!
But no,my heart has gone ignorant without words
To describe what has been set out in front of me!

Bewildered stared at the exquisite nature,giggling at me
My hands paining to write about them
My eyes yearning to see what I can do
And my tender ears, throbbing to hear my words
But No! My heart is adamant and stubborn.

It wont let the wonder flow through my pen
My silence soon turned to be a boiling pot
What a wonderful day to paste it onto a paper
But no! I stared out to the blank space

And sticking my hands in a writing mode
Still the heart slumber, over the situation!
Waited awhile coping with my heart
But no! Not a word to praise the beauty of today

I sat with my writer's block all day
The pot exerted fumes of hot emotions running wild
Until I crumpled the paper with agony 

Wrinkled the pure white paper.
Threw it to the fresh crisp grass!
Wrinkled, crumpled, wet with fresh dew drops
Rested there wriggling to unfold itself.

Since then, my heart experienced heavy thunder and storm
And like heavy rain came the words of nature into my hand
But I had no intention of writing that day!
No I wont write! I was becoming stubborn then,
At least for a reason!