Thursday, 8 December 2011

BEGGAR GIRL

Beggar girl


Every morning I wake up
And step out into the sun
A lovely lonely figure wanders
Here and there without any hope
She got round clumsy hunger stricken eyes
Fades off the color in her eyes
As the water dries out
The sweet lean hands
Straightens out like a stick
That’s pokes others
To get a quarter penny
To get a one day meal
That shall extend a second of her life
A pale body with a faded skin
And yet can be counted
Hidden beneath her pale skin
Covered up in torn off rags
This provides her warmth for
The young wan and feeble
Body of hers…….
Some throw a coin to her
Like dumping off a damn paper!
And some thinks she is invisible
Hits her and walk off
Never mind to say sorry
Yet, the sweet figure
Minds no words of crooks
That passes off dirty comments
Speaks nothing, never try to open her mouth
Like she is deaf and dumb
I don’t feel like saying it
Never curses someone for pushing her away
A wan innocent body
Just like an angel wanders off silently
I felt,
She keeps on hoping
I guess by seeing her glance
That hope makes her hopeless again
Rests under a borrow
From the hot sun that shines so bright
No words come out of her
Makes her history silent as a grave
That got frozen beneath the ashes of times
Where did she come from?
I wonder,
How did she reach here?
I wish to know bout her more
It’s like it remain as long lost mystery
That’s yet to be solved
None seems to be bothered
Cus she got nothing to do with the world
Tears drops running through her eyes
The tear drop sings a sad solitary song in her
She keeps on begging for more
But still try to keep away from others ways
That’s what I call manners
She did that cus she don’t want to disturb
By her sweet voice to come
She wanders off under the screeching sun
Bare eyes open to the sun
Wonders what it are on others eyes
That’s black and shines so bright
She wanders off again begs for more
As a beggar girl, with sorrows and pain
A girls of her age is sure
To be a girl full of gay and fun
A mere beggar girl in the midst of us
Left unnoticed…………

MY HEART’S KEEPER

My heart's keeper

I still got that dream
That I dream always
In the midst of the sea
You stand alone………
Longing for someone to come by,
And hold your arms,
To make you, feel like
You are there…………
There is a tear in your eyes
That you wanted to shed………..
Oh……
But it would not budge
Cus there aren’t no one, to feel
The loneliness and the longings
You have for someone
Who shall stand by your side?
For all of your dreams
To make it some alive…………….
Oh…..
I know the feeling
Of being lonely
You don’t have to say
Just look in my eye……….
You could see it there
What I wanna say
Its crystal clear………..
Oh my love……..
I’ve waited for so long
But no it isn’t not true……
This is all just what I make up,
To make me feel happy
Cus all I have is pain……..
Of seeing you being so lonely
You don’t have to be….
Just look in my eye
And tell me, what do you see?
Is it love or hate?
Or gay or sorrow……….. U decide……….
Oh my love………..
Just call my name………
I am there for you like always
You don’t have to cry……
You don’t have to blame……
Just look in my eye……………
You can see it there
What you wanna see……….
I know what it feels like
To be lonely………..
To be left behind……….
To roam out free
With no one to care or fear……….
Just you and the dark
It makes you awful
I know how you feel…
Just don’t have to yell
Don’t have to scream………
Cus I can see it there
When you look me in the eyes…….
Oh my love…….
Just walk with me
You shall be happy
Always with me………
You don’t have to feel sorry
Don’t have any regrets
On ditching me…….
Just walk with me……………
To be together like forever
Just call my name………
I shall be there with you like forever
Whenever you need me
Just let me know……..
Don’t feel scared….
To walk alone
Cus am here to complete you……
You don’t have to yell
You don’t have to scream
Don’t even blame on you…..
Cus just look me in the eye
You and I can see it there
So crystal clear………….
What we wanna say
What we wanna confess
Just go on……….
And say it……
Cus now am here
For you like always…………
My love………………….

ALL I WANT IS YOU


I want you
I turned around, but u were gone
I walked straight with all of your memories
I dint know how I could walk away without you
I felt incomplete without you……..
The seasons changing……..
Holidays passing by
I feel bad for not having you to finish of my days
I feel incomplete without you…………
And all I need is you……
I knew I couldn’t walk away without you
But all I could do is just keep on going
I didn’t know where I was heading
Because I feel incomplete without you
And all I need is you…………..
Even if you were there
Don’t make me turn behind
Cus u know it better that I shall come running
To cross my hand to finish of the emptiness
And cuddle with you for your warmth and pleasure…
Because all I need is you
Forever and ever and ever……
I dint have a single bead of tear to drop
Cus I can’t cry anymore
I cried a lot when leaving you behind
Tearing up my heart
Cus it just don’t feel right
And I wish for only one thing in life
Now and forever eternally
For having you all the time by my side
Cus all I want is you……….

RAIN

Standing alone in the rain


I can hear the rumbling sound
Lightning streaming by my side
Drop by drop little beads of rain
Pouring down so slowly
Oh... oh...Oh…
Please come down oh rain…..
I want to be drenched by the water
Cus I don’t want the world to se that am crying…
My heart is weeping
And my eyes got dried up
No more beads of tear
To pour out from my heart….
So dim like an illusion
I can see your face
Brightening and fading off
As the lighting streak comes and goes…….
I can see your fa-ace...
Why did this happen I don’t know-
It’s sort of a mystery…………
I try to forget your face
But every time I am sad
I wanna see your face...
I don’t want the world to see am crying
But I want you to be my side and wipe of my tears
Cus you know it better ……
With all my heart I wish we could never have broke up
Cus once upon a time in a rain like this we met
With a wink on your face and a sparkle on your eyes
I knew you want to come closer
The rain remembers me the time-
Those beautiful memories in my heart
Like a wound that would never heal
You stay awake in my mind heart and soul………
I wish now we shouldn’t have met.
Cus u leaves you with me as you walk away….
And I don’t want your heart in me without you…..
As long as you stay awake in my heart
You leave your memories in me…..
And as long as you are here
The rain wouldn’t stop pouring out
It’s getting colder and colder
Frozen inside of me ……
I want to get out of the lock
You have safely secured me
Cus every moment passes I die without you……….
And the cut becomes deeper and deeper
My heart mourns for you
As the rain thunders down
I wish to swim down to the fresh and lively soil
To regain my strength without you……
In a beautiful rain kike this
I wish to be with you eternally……..

ANSWERS

Seeking answers


Every night I stare at the sky blindly
Leaving me in to the world of thoughts
I always wonder if I could be a star
What shall happen to me?
Will I be the same me
Or will I be a different me?
I would love to know the answer
To my questions
I have in me……..
Every time I wonder
Why faith have chosen me
The road which is tough to travel
But still I have to go
Cus I don’t find any other way
To take my turn………
I stay gaped looking out. Because,
All these time I have only seen straight road
In front of me
But as I looked back to the path I came from
Every thing changed……
My straight road turned to be a tough curved road
Now the questions I have in me
The answers are difficult to get
But though the question in me is clear
The answer I want is a blur
As I stare deep into the sky
I go deeper and deeper
The deeper I go the difficult it is……
But I want is answers to my questions
Which I have been asking myself recently
The answers which I want may not be meaningless
But still they are the answers to my questions
Where the questions are crystal clear……
Cus that answer prefer to be my life
The question I ask myself is bout my life
And so the answers are important to me
So I seek my answer in the midst of the sky
Where I shall get my answers…

F R E E

Want to be free......


When I hear you cry
I knew that I was not the only one who cried
The suffering that we go through...
And For the first time I realized’
In my heart that I am not as free as I used to be...
I cry cry cry …
Till my eyes goes blind,
Cus I don’t feel like anything else
How happy I used to be
Now I couldn’t even define happy
Cus now I feel that it’s not even in me………
As time goes byI feel like am suffering
As it does not have an ending
I used to be like a free bird
Without tension worries and sadness
Now all I have is tension worry and fear……..
All I want is to be free again
Like I used to be….
As a caged bird let lose into wild
But now am like
Caged upon in the world of sorrow
Cannot fly away until let lose
I want to be free
Free……
I ask to my almighty
Just to make me free as I was before
Cus now all I care is to be free
Like always always and always …
I want to be free forever from the burdens of life
And I want to be free
All I want is to be free
Oh, Free………