Thursday, 29 December 2011

sizzling shefi: My Naughty Nephew-ZIDU

sizzling shefi: My Naughty Nephew-ZIDU

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

My Naughty Nephew-ZIDU

The day he was born!!!!!!

When he was about to be 40 days.....
When he was just 40 days:)
                        When he is around us its like I've got a whole lot of people around me to have fun with.He is a complete relief that I've got when me and my mom fights asking me to study.And I fighting back to ignore her.Always studying can also make anyone less interesting and get bored to enjoy other activities.To increase every knowledge we got to find time for everything.And the fun time I've got is when am with him.Not watching T.V or surfing through the net,But him.
                     He is a power pack of energy that never gets tired.He get all the more active when me and ma mom is around him.From a very young age itself he was fond of me and ma mom.When he is active and energetic time seems to run wild.
                    well one thing I understood is that children are really a gift of nature to help us survive  even when we are sad,unhappy,and are dull and bored at some times.Small children are a gift  of god and I've got one as ma nephew - ma naughty ZIDU  ma cute little angel..........

When he was 1 year old.
Now he is i year and a half!!! He is growing becoming naughtier an naughtier!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, 26 December 2011


Hai guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! Am sorry for the delay in posting any new poem of mine, because i am struggling from the catch of fever and double strong migraine. So please tune in to receive new posts.And do comment on my posts that have been updated.Thank you.

Sunday, 18 December 2011


Wish you good luck!

Don’t forget my number
Don’t forget to call me
Don’t forget my address
Don’t forget to come home.
I wish you good luck
For the rest of your life
Don’t hesitate to fall in love again
Cus you know that I think better for you
A tear dwells up in my eyes
For not able to see you again
I look out each day
To see you coming back
But no you have really walked away
The last thing you said
I remember it Cus you pinned it so hard
Never can forget it in my life
But yet only wish you good luck
Good luck
Cus I don’t want you to see that am crying for you
My heart breaks apart wishing nothing of this would have happened
But as time goes running by
What ought not to happen have happened right
I feel so bad to see you walk away
With my heart n my soul
You know this right
I only wish you good luck
You lead on with your life
Cus I only wish you good luck
Don’t forget to tell me
If you got someone to hook up with
Let me the first one
Ease out of my pain
I need to know it so bad
How’s life going out for you?
Cus am suffering here so badly
I need a break
Please ease out of my pain
I need to hear that you are safe
My eyes are waiting for a glimpse of you
My ears are waiting to hear from you
My soul is waiting for your touch
I wont say come back
I won’t insist
You walk away of your own
Feel my heart beat
Race up to the rhythm
Follow your instincts
This is your life
Do what you want to do
Believe your own heart
Don’t get indulged in fake talks
Live up to your own marks
Cus this is your one life
I only wish you good luck
You know that right
So true and fair
I shall pray for you
To make your life without pain
I love you more
Than myself to be
That’s why I say
Wish you good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Belle the Magazine . The Wedding Blog For The Sophisticated Bride: {Wedding Trends} : Baby's Breath - Part 2

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BEAUTY OF YOU An article by shafeeda

Believe in the real beauty that you got

                 They say you look beautiful and stunningly gorgeous. They try to talk bout your creative beauty masked out by your inner self. You make your self an icon and you are then filled with hot news and gossips. You are filled with shutters and flickers of flash lights. Fills the cover page with your self and your talk. Try to get the meaning of what you say. Are you being sincere to yourself? Look up to the picture that captured lots of eyes on it. Look properly, Do you really see the real you?

           When they point you from others, you get blushed. They here refer to the people who help you to choose who you are now from what you really are.

          All of them are helping you to destroy the real beauty of yourself and try to create a beauty that shall help others to enjoy. The beauty rests in your heart. Your heart really shows what you are and what you should be. But the fake talks makes you forget there is a real beauty inside of you who struggles all the while to show out the fake talkers who you really are.
But you gets so indulged in the happiness you get that you forget your inner voice.
           In the present condition everyone falls for the fake rumors and talks which make everyone run wild to make our self what others have gained by showing the real beauty of theirs. What we forget is that they have gained what they are now is by listening to their inner voice. And we are blindly following their path without knowing the consequences.

         Am not trying to criticizing anyone’s freedom. I am trying to point out everyone’s mistakes including me commits. When done once it’s a mistake but doing it over and over again means it’s not a mistake but without knowing the consequences, we blindly follow the road that is not meant for us. In these present conditions the most vulnerable lives are the teenagers. They get attracted to each and every thing they find attractive. As I am being a teenager I understand how the thought of others like me shall wanders off.

      I know a lot of my friends who tries to be like others because they are not happy with what they are. I want to say is that you may be late to realize the real talents that you’ve got in you. That hides beneath thick sheets of shyness. All you have got to do is push the wraps aside and make yourself wake up and let the rhythm flow out. You don’t have to run wild to search your inner voice.

     The real talent and beauty you got is as unique as you but in its own ways. You don’t have to dream of being like others because they can never be like you; same like that you can never be like them. Just hear your heart what does it say to you. Look up into the mirror, what does it show to you. Flow accordingly so that you can reach up to your success. The world’s waiting for new theme and icon to come. Everyone with talents are warmly welcomed. People really starts noticing you when they see a real icon beneath your mask of wisdom.

            Speaking of which, the beauty is something that you should force out of you and not by others brushing it upon you. Clear your mind which is filled with fancy dreams and ideas. Start to live in a practical side of life to taste the new taste of life by experiencing it, and not by tasting it in dreams and being unhappy when to step down to the lively world. First search inside of you where you are good and when you notices it then it’s easy for others to notice you. All that you got to do is wait a little longer to hear and listen to the inner voice.

      My intention by saying this that don’t try to imitate and try to be what others are but, wait a little longer and make yourself come out and whoever you want to be will gap bewildered  on seeing you. Carve yourself out the real beauty that you got. Because that’s the power you’ve got in you. And make the world to see the real you, the real beauty of you. That’s the beauty of it.


Love is really blind
                      He was sitting by the window pane gloomily staring into the road which was leaded before his house to eternity, he felt. Day dreaming the wonderful past he had with his beautiful girl. She was always there for him. How he used to enjoy his beautiful precious presence. She was his beautiful brilliant gift left out by god he felt.

   He was going on thinking about her, in the corner of his eyes a hot bead of tear, No a bead of love so warm rolled out through his sweet pale cheeks. He couldn’t believe his own eyes. The most active, fresh, full of energy ready to pull others legs, and do  pranks just to push time off and teasing girls because they cried always. He was the villain of his town. Everyone was afraid of him and always ready for him. But still no one really liked if he was not there. If he was not there, the people felt like the town is sleeping.

                 But, now he was sitting in his room corner shedding tear drop like rain, and crumble up like a paper in a corner. He couldn’t bear these feelings. Why did all this happen? He though”why did God presented me an angel and takes her away so soon…….Why?

                                         (3 Days before)

                 Late in the night after a beautiful romantic movie from her selection. Standing by the lamp post that lit so bright, they were staring at each other so lovingly so romantically. She placed her hands on his and stood there locked by their eyes and hands crossed so tightly they stood there so beautifully. Their eyes shone so brightly and their heart was steaming up by their love.

                Kissing each other so lovingly. Their heart flowed out their emotion. The emotion of gay and excitement. They wished that the night would not move out. And they wanted the night to be like this forever

                But for a minute, she stepped back from him and raised her hands and looked up and was about to say something…..................He couldn’t remember anything. He opened his eyes slowly and got surprised to see himself in a hospital. He gained back his spirit and got up. By then the nurse showed up and he asked where his lover is. The women in white answered:” she’s gone pal”……….

              He sat there thinking so hard that “How can she die so easily, No there must be some other problem”, and so he went back to the hospital authority to check out what had happened and he was shocked to hear that she was a patient of cancer and not the accident have killed her but really the cancer ate the life out her.

              Now sitting by the window panes staring to eternity remember each and every moment spent with her. And he remembers the time with a hard lump on his throat the time he ignored her. So many times when she asked for him to spend some time with him, he refused with many excuses because he had his game to play. But still she was there for him waiting patiently for his return because she knew that he was crazy for football. She was an guarding angel who really took care of him. And she was the one who brought changes in him. Whatever he now is by the blessings of his guarding angel, he realized it now………..

             He now believed the inner meaning of the words” LOVE IS BLIND”. He dint realize it when she was there by his side but now his heart carves for her presence, her touch, her sweet innocent loving words, for her kiss.

Love your precious once when they are here for you………………



Life wouldn’t have much more problematic than ever
The way am now, is like it would last never
How my life changed its path is a mystery
The road that I tend to chose was a mystery
My life and my misery
Is like am all scurry
Why did my life changed like this
For giving an answer am all out of bliss
Life jumped all over like a roller coaster ride
And my life was filled with lot of empty space so wide
Feeling of being  sad every time in my life
Had turned out my life a chaos rife
Chaos refers to the suffering and miseries I go through
But no am not yet ready to throw
My best chances to get it right
Even thought I got to fight
With the best way I have got
The best war I’ve fought
And the end path is clear
Since my heart is so sincere
Winning is always in the side of the truth
My miseries are in the edge for the sooth
As I’ve bestowed myself with god
Made me a gall
And helped me to wipe out my miseries
Erase of the scurry
I feel free without tons of weight on my chest
And made me help to conquer the best
My miseries, my tension, my worries
Are like milk with cakes and cookies
Which melt in my mouth with ease
And my taste buds that agrees
I feel more free and confident now
That everyone exclaims me with a wow!
This is what I wanted to be
And god has let me able to see
Without him I wouldn’t have tasted this leisure
And would have died with seizure
Am blessed with greatness of my god
Without him I would have end up worries 
My miseries that ended with a breeze
With my god’s great worth and ease
Now happiness

Friday, 9 December 2011


Burning candle light

How beautiful to see the candle light flickering
The friend of darkness
That lit up my life with this candle light
I would sit along with the light
And write as much as my mind asks me to
Candle fire gives my new hopes and dreams
This shall help me to light my life
Besides the candle fire I would-
sit along for a long time, alone
I could feel a light music played
I don’t know by whom or by which instrument
The sweet music and a sorrowful voice
Resembles my life completely
Now that I realized a dream that I dream often
Came to reality, I don’t ever thought it would, but it did
It was fantastically amazing
I don’t know how I could express it
It can only be understood
By experiencing it
The aura of it so beautiful
The music played with the flickering light
That shines so bright
Indicate my life
Candle fire means so much to me
There was a light music played
I don’t know by whom or by which instrument
But the voice so shallow and deep
With sorrow, solitary, and heavy burdens of life
That music gave me so much pleasure
In a dim room with a candle fire flickering and the gloomy music
So beautiful to be in such a place
To have that feeling of happiness
Such a beautiful experience
You shall only understand it when you feel it
When you are there in that atmosphere to feel it
I danced in the music of sorrow with someone
The color and the rhythm of that dream flowed so beautifully
Now am day dreaming the dream because its beautifully pictured in my eyes
The wonderful experience I’ve got
So beautiful it was
The wave of that slow light music of solitude plays in my ears
So lightly and so beautiful
That I can hear it now
Played in my ears so beautifully
I want to melt into the dream once again
To feel like it’s happening right in front of my eyes
The beautiful candle light and the music
Fills my heart with pleasure
Candle light complete the depth in me………
My heart carves for that feeling
The feeling given by the music of candle light……..



Love is the expression
Love is the feeling
Love is something that comes from deepest pat of heart
Love never betrays
Love can be fair
Love can be dark
Love can be easy
Love can be tough
Love is a wonderful 4 letter word with full of meaning
Love can be true
Love can be false
Love can be crazy
Love can go insane
Love can sometimes fail
Love can sometimes get cheated
Love can be treaty
Love can be worthy
Love can be greedy
Love can be poor
Love can be rich
Love can be friendship
Love can be everything
Believe in love
And never believe in love if it’s not true
It will be wonderful
It can be very meaningful
Only if you believe in love



Life would be happy if you would be there
Life would be nice if your love would be sincere
Life would be great if you accompany with me
I wish you were only mine
Just for me
How I wish it would be the same way
As a small flower is bloomed
I hope that when it blooms completely
You would be mine
Just the created being made for me
I am sure you would not betray me
You could just look up in my eyes
You could feel the love for you
With my eyes filled with joy and wonder
When I see you come by my side
It is all because I love you
Understand if you could love me.
You are my eternal lover, My love………


All alone

I am all alone in a dim lighted room
No one to talk, no one to understand my feelings
My parents neglected me
My friends betrayed me
My love accompanied with them
Now am all alone
I am all alone in the society
Where every people look me
With an unmindful look
Like I’ve done something so bad
No body to understand me
Nor to love me
I am all alone
I find myself happy when am in the ocean
Where I could cry cry cry till my eyes goes blind
My healer there was the Amphitrite
Who understands me…….
And tried to console me from my pain
She who know only the meaning of love
Finds time to play with me
Now I don’t feel like am alone
What a wonderful time it was
With pearls shells stones, I play
Going on enjoying life with my god mother
Until the time arrive for me to go
Lay still in the warmth of the hands of the earth lord!!!!!
Sea goddess lulls me to sleep in the hands of the earth lord
Now, the time as arrived
For me to move in the ashes of time
Now, its time to go
Lonely I go
Walking alone………..


Nature's beauty

Calm and quiet the nature’s beauty
Not even the crisping of the bird
You could feel they you are flying in the hearts of heaven
You could feel the gentle touch of your angel
Trees standing in the pride with the courage and spirit of the creator
The almighty God is the one
Flowers swinging and dancing, full of gay
What a wonderful surprise
You could see a single beam of-
light entering to the room with gay and joy
Which turns your life into happiness by forgetting-
the sorrowful hated life with complete solitude
Which bring pride to face others………..
Sweet fragrance of your soul
This is all by the creator
The almighty god is the one
Wow! What a wonderful surprise!!!!!!!


Shadow of you

Silence in my life
Reflects the shadow
The deep dark shadows of my past
I feel lonely with your presence
Shadow in my life
I was thy angel you said
I was your life you said
Never ever thought that the deep dark shadow-
shall creep in between us
Deep dark shadow it is
Never did I thought you would go away
But even though you are gone
I feel your presence by my side
I could see you in my eyes
Your beautiful memories pined so hard
How hard it is to forget you baby
The time we spend together
Now you are just like a dream
Long lost and forgotten
I could feel your touch
When I am crying
I could feel your lips
When my lips are trembling with fear
And I could feel your hands wrapped all around me
With all those beautiful memories shared
You are now like a long last sorrowful shadow
My heart aches so badly
It could not forget you even for a split second
My heart yearns to be a shadow
Just to be like you and –
to be with you eternally
Oh my love……..
How I wish to be with
My heart aches badly to be with you
I want to be a shadow
From there no one can turn us apart
Here I come as a long lost shadow
Lost up in the ashes of times
As a shadow
Here I come…………


My mother playing with me

I took up a pen
To write something
But as I couldn’t not get anything
I sat idle and I was staring up to the dark blur sky
All I could see was sweet face
So crystal clear even in the dark night covered with dark clouds
As little lightning streaks that face lit up with all smiles
That face was sweet and beautiful
Love and only love
Clearly written all over her sweet face
That person seems to be my one side of my life
She consumes and completes me
She is made with elegance and purity
With love and care and joy
She is precious expensive
That you gain like a gift provided by god
I love her with all my heart
She is some one that really completes and consumes my life
She is no one else but my sweet lovely MOTHER
Lovely beautiful gorgeous fabulous sweet cute
Everything she is to me.
The secret behind my success
The secret behind my health
Wealth, happiness and most importantly my life
She helped me to step higher and higher towards success
Whatever I am today is because of her effort
And whatever I shall be is because of her prayer and blessings
This love and blessing is enough for the success I can gain
I want to just express my love through these words-
That pours and that flows out o f my heart
All I want to express is that I love my mother so much
I shall do my good for my parents until my soul rest in peace
On the lap of thy lord!!!!!!!!!!
I love you my mother

Thursday, 8 December 2011


Beggar girl

Every morning I wake up
And step out into the sun
A lovely lonely figure wanders
Here and there without any hope
She got round clumsy hunger stricken eyes
Fades off the color in her eyes
As the water dries out
The sweet lean hands
Straightens out like a stick
That’s pokes others
To get a quarter penny
To get a one day meal
That shall extend a second of her life
A pale body with a faded skin
And yet can be counted
Hidden beneath her pale skin
Covered up in torn off rags
This provides her warmth for
The young wan and feeble
Body of hers…….
Some throw a coin to her
Like dumping off a damn paper!
And some thinks she is invisible
Hits her and walk off
Never mind to say sorry
Yet, the sweet figure
Minds no words of crooks
That passes off dirty comments
Speaks nothing, never try to open her mouth
Like she is deaf and dumb
I don’t feel like saying it
Never curses someone for pushing her away
A wan innocent body
Just like an angel wanders off silently
I felt,
She keeps on hoping
I guess by seeing her glance
That hope makes her hopeless again
Rests under a borrow
From the hot sun that shines so bright
No words come out of her
Makes her history silent as a grave
That got frozen beneath the ashes of times
Where did she come from?
I wonder,
How did she reach here?
I wish to know bout her more
It’s like it remain as long lost mystery
That’s yet to be solved
None seems to be bothered
Cus she got nothing to do with the world
Tears drops running through her eyes
The tear drop sings a sad solitary song in her
She keeps on begging for more
But still try to keep away from others ways
That’s what I call manners
She did that cus she don’t want to disturb
By her sweet voice to come
She wanders off under the screeching sun
Bare eyes open to the sun
Wonders what it are on others eyes
That’s black and shines so bright
She wanders off again begs for more
As a beggar girl, with sorrows and pain
A girls of her age is sure
To be a girl full of gay and fun
A mere beggar girl in the midst of us
Left unnoticed…………


My heart's keeper

I still got that dream
That I dream always
In the midst of the sea
You stand alone………
Longing for someone to come by,
And hold your arms,
To make you, feel like
You are there…………
There is a tear in your eyes
That you wanted to shed………..
But it would not budge
Cus there aren’t no one, to feel
The loneliness and the longings
You have for someone
Who shall stand by your side?
For all of your dreams
To make it some alive…………….
I know the feeling
Of being lonely
You don’t have to say
Just look in my eye……….
You could see it there
What I wanna say
Its crystal clear………..
Oh my love……..
I’ve waited for so long
But no it isn’t not true……
This is all just what I make up,
To make me feel happy
Cus all I have is pain……..
Of seeing you being so lonely
You don’t have to be….
Just look in my eye
And tell me, what do you see?
Is it love or hate?
Or gay or sorrow……….. U decide……….
Oh my love………..
Just call my name………
I am there for you like always
You don’t have to cry……
You don’t have to blame……
Just look in my eye……………
You can see it there
What you wanna see……….
I know what it feels like
To be lonely………..
To be left behind……….
To roam out free
With no one to care or fear……….
Just you and the dark
It makes you awful
I know how you feel…
Just don’t have to yell
Don’t have to scream………
Cus I can see it there
When you look me in the eyes…….
Oh my love…….
Just walk with me
You shall be happy
Always with me………
You don’t have to feel sorry
Don’t have any regrets
On ditching me…….
Just walk with me……………
To be together like forever
Just call my name………
I shall be there with you like forever
Whenever you need me
Just let me know……..
Don’t feel scared….
To walk alone
Cus am here to complete you……
You don’t have to yell
You don’t have to scream
Don’t even blame on you…..
Cus just look me in the eye
You and I can see it there
So crystal clear………….
What we wanna say
What we wanna confess
Just go on……….
And say it……
Cus now am here
For you like always…………
My love………………….